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hey.. my thanksgiving was great... canada came over and had dinner with my family.. then he left and corey dirty and eitan came over and we hung out and watched SLC PUNK! it was cool... except i missed a huge chunk of the movie cuz i fell asleep (this was around 12 just letting you know) the left at 1:30 and now I am going to bed cuz I'm tired from eating....so yea...






I'm really sorry, but I miss you alot... you're all I think about...still.... Fuck you for not loving me....

My Life is good now...

sorta...

My friends are fucking awesome...

I LOVE THEM ALL....

Just thought I'd let you know!!

Hey I'm sick with a sinus infection..(again) So I'm gunna update my LJ cause I haven't done that in a while..

Here's a little update on my life...

• Me and Canada are kinda together now, but not really cause we can hook up with other people if we want.
• Me and Dirty are friends again and we hang out lots.. he really is a sweet kid, but he likes to pretend he's and asshole... It's cute.
•  I ♥ ERICA KEISCH AND JULIE KATZ!!
• I think I might be getting over him...
• okay that ^^^ is a lie but if i say it enoguh it might come true... right??

That's about it... now some pictures!!

Isn't life just great?....

 

sorta?

Time2soberUpNdie (11:07:18 PM): okay
Time2soberUpNdie (11:07:30 PM): there are 2 types of men in the world
Time2soberUpNdie (11:07:32 PM): just 2
Time2soberUpNdie (11:07:52 PM): 1. the "ASSHOLES"
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:08:06 PM): righy
Time2soberUpNdie (11:08:07 PM): this is a very upfront male
Time2soberUpNdie (11:08:45 PM): who is clear about what he wants from a female (or male depending on the case)
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:09:04 PM): right
Time2soberUpNdie (11:09:20 PM): he is most often viewed and a perv, a jerk, or an asshole (hence the catagory name)
Time2soberUpNdie (11:09:25 PM): BUT
Time2soberUpNdie (11:09:28 PM): in reality
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:09:46 PM): right
Time2soberUpNdie (11:09:54 PM): he is doing what (fe)males asked of him
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:04 PM): he's being honest
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:28 PM): he won't say stuff to get in your pants he'll just let you know that he wants in
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:36 PM): and we should respect that
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:47 PM): BUT instead we bitch about him being an asshole
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:10:48 PM): right
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:50 PM): when he isnt
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:10:52 PM): that’s what I was telling her
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:10:53 PM): right
Time2soberUpNdie (11:10:55 PM): he just honest
Time2soberUpNdie (11:11:18 PM): 2. the "NICE GUY"
Time2soberUpNdie (11:11:50 PM): he will tell you what you wanna hear when you wanna hear it cuz he knows it'll get him what he wanted
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:11:54 PM): right
Time2soberUpNdie (11:11:58 PM): which in reality is a lie
Time2soberUpNdie (11:12:19 PM): and you fall in love and reward his lyingosity with sex
Time2soberUpNdie (11:12:23 PM): so he wins
Time2soberUpNdie (11:12:29 PM): stays for awhile
Time2soberUpNdie (11:12:43 PM): and breaks the (fe)males heart
Time2soberUpNdie (11:12:53 PM): these men are pussies
Time2soberUpNdie (11:13:08 PM): and don't deserve to get any pussy
Time2soberUpNdie (11:13:19 PM): so
Time2soberUpNdie (11:13:25 PM): in conclusion
Time2soberUpNdie (11:13:30 PM): JD is a fucktard
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:14:14 PM): LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO
xO bEaCh lOvE (11:14:16 PM): I LIKE IT
Time2soberUpNdie (11:14:22 PM): i know
Time2soberUpNdie (11:14:28 PM): its true tho

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3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

I really thought I would have been over this by now!!
I'm so fucking lame!

GET OUT OF M GOD DAMN HEAD!!!

TODAY SUCKED SO MUCH

If you don't know why then you are really fucking stupid!!

I only slept one hour last night so my mom let me stay home from school and sleep more....
The not sleeping thing was good though..
I got alot of writing done..
and i found a book i havent read yet...

So, I said I wanted to see Jd before he left because I'd hate myself if I did cause BLAH BLAH BLAH...
I didn't expect it to actually happen though, but I was wrong again.. Friday me and erica and tara were gunna go see waiting at the movies and since they don't like muvico we went to shadow wood... Fabulous idea right?? WRONG... Jd goes to shadow wood and when we get thre guess who we run into... YUP THAT'S RIGHT JD!!! which should make me happy cause I got to see him one last time before he's out of my life forever.. but seeing him made me think of how I fucked everything up and how I hurt him and how he'll never forgive me and how I will never have the chance to convince him to give me another chance and I'll never be able to prove to him that I am truely sorry and that I do love him to death... and I'll never kiss him again... and thinking of all that made me really said... and I thought I played it off well but I mean who knows maybe I'm easy to read, like those childern's books that have the HUGE font and pictures to even further clarify the happenings of the story.... but yeah I guess it doesn't matter cause it's done... he's over me and I basically asked for all of this so I should just fucking move on.. but I can't and I feel really lame cause of that... in other news I started smoking again.... so yea no $20 for me... and yea.. I'd rather smoke than have an anxiety attack soooooooooooooooooo I'm gunna have lung cancer by the time I'm 23 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! yeaa... that wasn't funny.. o well.. I guess I should at least try to get some sleep.... wish me luck....

bye!!!

Matt asked me to go to his homcomming with him on the 22nd......
Obviosly I said yes....
So yea now I gotta get a dress...
WHO WANTS TO GO DRESS SHOPPING WITH ME?!?!?!

I have a NEW friend... He is a super cool kid.. and he's hot... His name is Matt... I put eyeliner on him and it made me wet... not really... but it looked good... anyway my dad shaved his beard and mustache off and it looks weird.. he doesn't look like my crazy hippie daddy!! it's sad... Oh well... that's about it... bye..

I hate hollywood... seriously... I just finished watching One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest and whoever's idea it was to fucking do the movie they way the did should fucking die... if I was Ken Kesey I would kill them for ruining my book... BASTARDS.. In other news I haven't had a cigarette in 4 days and i haven't smoked weed in a 7 days and I haven't drank in 7 days.... I'm proud of myself... you should be too.. this might be the time I actually stop for good.... at least I hope it is....

I haven't updated in a while so I thought since I am home sick I will do that.... I have been sick for 3 fucking weeks I hate it... I'm going to the doctor today when my brother wakes up so I can find out if i have strep throat or if it's just fucking allergies... I hate getting checked for strep...I always feel like punching the lady that stick the cotton swab down my throat... but I don't cuz I'm sure everyone wants to hit her and I feel bad cuz she's just doing her job....but yea anyway.... Corpse Bride is now playing as of today and now I can't see it cuz I'm too sick.... *starts to cry* I was looking forward to this since I heard about it on the radio last year.... Oh well, I guess I just have to see it next weekend seeing that I'm probably gunna be in bed all weekend cuz I need to fucking rest... In other news.. I need a boyfriend.. I really miss having one... I'm so pathetic..
Bye losers!!
Love,
Leana

I love 3 day weekends... it was crazy fun... and yea... i totally forgot what i was gunna say... my shrink is cool though... and i guess everything right now is pretty good.....

I hate school...

Today me gabby anus ( NOT NEWMAN cuz the little bastard didn't come over *angry face!!!!!!!*) toasted to the new school year!!!! me and gabby were trashed after two drinks it was really pathetic!!!I've never gotten drunk that easily before! but it was still fun!! anus is a cool ass mother fucker that doesn't really fuck mothers!!! and now I'm sitting in my underwear and talking to gabby on the computer!!!!!

"List 5 reasons why you are a dork. And make them good reasons. Justify them. Explain them. Be loud and proud of how big a dork you are! Then pick the 5 biggest dorks you know and have them do the same."


1. I fall inlove with people I can't be with..
2.I'm friends with Gabby Grayson..
3.I'd rather watch movies all day with my closest friend than go to a party....
4.I love care bears..
5. I watch The Nightmare Before Christmas every other day....

Today is my parents anniversary....
19 years of waking up next to the same person morning after morning...
doesnt that sound like fun!!!
no really I'm happy for them....
two years ago i thought they were gunna split up...
they proved me wrong....

I'm really sick of being sick....
I want to get better....
NOW!!!!!